<body> Lost In Beauty-

Ee Hui Jie
Eeeeeeeee(nick) 30/10/1994 Ngee Ann Sec Sec 1R4 Changi

...Beauty ProDucts

family healthy,happy and cheerful
to be hardworking and give all my best
have new things-new clothes,new phone,new shoes..

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ICE ANGEL
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 Charlene
Xinyi
SiMin
Melissa
Chien Wai
Rebekah
HuiYi
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Jasmine
Wei En
Derek
Renee
Jenny
Eunice
Min Pei
Jermaine
Catherine
JiaYing
Samuel
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Yi Da
Jess
Javier
Waiyi
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Jing Jie
Yue Ting
Zi Rui
Millennia
Hui Ting
Perry

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  • May 2007
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    Thursday, May 24, 2007


    from the beginning of the year,i told myself to be strong.i told myself i was not vulnerable,and was not going to show any sign of it.but it is hard..hard..i'm tired..too tired..i dont wanna care anymore..i tried.i tried.when i stood waiting for my parents for 1 hour,i didnt cry..i didnt want to cry..i didnt throw any tantrums when they arrived to pick me up..but i was SICK of that.i am sick of always trying to tell myself not to cry,to put a strong front in front of others..i am a crybaby..and...whatever i try to do,nobody will appreciate.im sick.sick sick sick.AARRRGGHH!!!nobody cares about me,they dont even know when im sad..they...they...care for others.in the eyes of my friends,i am somewhat a retard.yes i know it.and i am sick of it.i think about the past,and i get even sicker.really.to say the truth my relationship with everyone in mbs was not really close.i dont even keep in contact with anyone practically.i was a girl who was always alone.aways wandering by the canteen stalls,walking around and around.sometimes being alone makes me happier than being with the ppl who have hurt me..it makes me forget..it was the happy times..i pretty much managed with myself.played with myself.i wonder if i am suffering from depression,sometimes.
    being lonely..
    is sometimes nice..
    some ppl will nvr experience it...

    the beauty exposed ;